The Diary Of: Arman Ramlan

Nov 8, 200912:38 PM

On the 6th of November 2009, our dream came true, heheheh. FFDC had a performance at The Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel. Before that, waited for Bopsy to end school, then she came to my house. We got ready, then felt super hungry. So we (more like I) decided to cook. Sedap kanzxz ? :DDD Cabbed to Tiong Bahru.. We arrived there at 3plus, then practiced awhile and bus-ed to the hotel. Surprised that we weren't lost :P The Idols were already there when we reached. Chilled for awhile, then did a quick dry-run of the whole thing in the waiting room. Had free food :D Then we did a quick rehearsal on the real stage. Tried to get Jannah, but she was in the waiting room, so Mia did lead vocals for rehearsal. Suker tau !! :P We also likeyyy :D Then the show began. We got dressed, Furbee TheBeylo did our makeups. ANDDDDD, afew of us got wardrobe malfunction :P Rush forgot to bring his yellow tee, so he had to do last-minute coverups. Zul didn't bring his black tanktop, but it wasn't obvious. And ME, being dumb and deaf, I heard stuff wrongly, so I didn't bring the that pants. Hahahah :D Yayat also. Kay nvm :) Brought hairdryer and hair straightener for the crew. Berat seh !! I love everyone's makeup and hair lah :)) *hints to mine* **NOOO LAAAAH** hahahahah.

When we hit the stage, it was dark. We had no attention on us from the audience. I guess they were indulged in their meals. Hahahah ! *baik word of the day* Then when we posed, the lights shined on us, then the song started. So shiok lahhh the feeling.. to be back on stage with my Dollz after a very long m.i.a. period ! Love everyone :) Can hear everyone ber-baik-baik-ing each other on stage :P *Lets Get Rowdy* Baik last minute. Hahahah :D I guess this is my favourite performance ever :)

After that awesome performance, we got many good comments from some audience. Some even came up to few of us and told it to us :D Everyone rushed their way from the waiting room, got our clothes, and went to the toilet. Bopsy and I super cool lah. I like stress already outside the toilet. Then bopsy just burst open the toilet door and threw my pants at me. hahahaha :D ACROSS two random men, who looked blur, somemore !! But lucky I catch :P Quickly changed, dried and hydrated ourselves up, then it was our turn again to perform, with Jannah. Suppose to have five mics, but there was only three. So Jannah, hbff, and I took it.

Went up the stage. HBFF wanted to ask me something, but tak sempat cause the song start already. **MAAATIII** Hahahaha :D Can see in the video seh, hahah.. hbff didn't check the mic properly seh. Her's was ter-softer than mine. Then can't hear properly :( So I kene sing backup for chorus. Cause the other Dollz also don't have mics. Next time, must ask for more mics !! *like asking for drinks seh*.. HAHAHAH :P Did the whole routing perfectly. I LOVE IT LAHHH BODOH !!!!! NAK BUAT LAGIIIIIIIIIIIIII !! Then Abang Mahathir asked us to do another routine, but last minute say cannot. Tskk.. Buat excited jer.. So after that, we changed back to normal clothes. And everyone gobbled down all the food that's left in the waiting room. Jannah and Furbee also joined us seh :P Packets after packets seh they all finish ! Especially hbff, Yayat and Fee !! So the klakar. All fighting for popiah, fish and GRAPES !?! Hahahah :D Then we made a special Pumpkin meal. Yayat took the pumpkin with candle inside, then Mia go and terbalek kan then the juice spill on the table. So he took the pumpkin and threw it in the soup bowl. Add in some left over sayur bayur, then I took someone's Pepsi, then pour inside. Confirm sedap :D When people started walking into our waiting room, panic already. So we covered the bowl :PP

After that, we kemas-ed and did last photo-taking with everyone. Walked to the bus stop, flagged for a cab with Bopsy. Fetched kakak from Bugis, then went home. APER SEH they all two. Both tertido kat dalam taxi ! I alone termenuuuung jer. hahahah :D Baby was still awake texting me, cause no one layan me :P Reached home and bathed. Baby called me after that. Let bopsy use my stupid old laptop. HAHAHAH :D The MSN spoil, so she kene use eBuddy. Jakun betol seh :P Then she forgot to bring her specs. After she bathed, she ask me for my brush. So she tried to find in my bag, PADAHAL the thing is right infront of her eyes, she still nak carik carik. Potek betol seh !! :P So funny lah :D After that went to sleeeep. I enjoyed my day very much !! :) I love all my Dollz. Nak show lagiiiiiii !! This time Mia Curry lead kay ? :D Set !! :P

see the picture above.. All the mater looking different directions. Too many paparazzi's already !! :P hahahaha !! Now I miss my Dollz and Jannah so badly !!!

Still waiting for our performance to be uploaded by Zul -.- So lamer sehhh !! I want nowwww !! *baik demanding* :D For now, just enjoy this video :)) Byeee !!

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Tiring day..

Nov 4, 20099:26 PM

Baby woke me up this morning :D Sweet kan ? Heheh. So I got ready, bathed and left the house. Met hbff at Woodlands mrt, but Yayatito wasn't there. Called him twice, and he just bangun tidor -.- So we went to KFC to chill awhile. Had no appetite to eat, so I only drank abit. Then met Yayatito, and went to Chinese Garden. Walked to the swimming complex. The clouds were super dark, so we were like scared if it rained. Went in and changed. Not bad lah the place. But got alot of matreps :P No offence. But luckily never disturb us or anything. *you go hoooome*

After very long, went to KFC to chill awhile. We were all worn off already. And we get VIP seating :D I bought some stuff, but I had no appetite to eat. Thennnnn the magic happened :P Only my Bengkong's know the full story.. Hahahah :DD Rushed back to the mrt station knowing we were late. And it started to rain. As usual uh, melatah all the way. Hbff ter-broke my happy face ring !! :( Now not happy. Hahaha :) Went home, ran into my room with my shoes on and packed everything asap. Then ran down and cabbed to rp. Baik kan ? Furbee was there. Very cooool :)

Practiced and sharpened up the steps for our hotel performance. And we finally did proper vocals just now. Mia, Yayat, Rush, Zul Haziqah and I. After we did vocals, did choreo and positionings. Then threw everything in together and did full out twice or thrice. Seriously tiring. I hope everything will turn out great, with Jannah :) After practice, I was super to go back home already. But I was super exhausted, decided to rest awhile. Then cabbed back and dragged myself all the way to Granny's house. Texted baby throughout the whole ride. Dinner was okay ah. Granny cooked Nasi Lemak. Didn't really have appetite to eat, but had to. And now I'm very sick :'( Gonna rest the whole day at home tomorrow. Hope everyone will be okay by Friday *hugs*

Labels: 4th November 2009.

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Nov 3, 200911:59 PM

Hmmm, so many things happened/is happening to me this past few days. All I can say is.. November 2009 will be a memorable month.. :) And about my late cat, I'm okay already. Though sometimes I still shed a tear once in awhile when I think about him. But I don't want nor need a new cat to replace him. Ten years living with him has been a joy. And no other cat can replace those times I had with him. Take care everyone :) *waves*

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Nov 2, 200911:24 PM

To my one and only cat, BluBoy.

I've had you ever since my family moved into the new house here. And I remember the first time you were running around inside mum and dad's room, chasing me. And I was so scared at that time. The way you crawl and slide your body onto our legs. And those times where you would sleep in kakak's room, and I would get jealous cause I'm super allergic to fur. When we went out with the family to East Coast, you were in that small cage. And when we went out for dinner during your birthday.. I still remember.. And the tragic time, where there was a small piece of diamond stuck in your throat ? We had to sent you to the hospital and it costed a bomb. That was so many years ago. I've also had pet fishes, and birds. But they didn't survive that well. And then there were two kittens we found downstairs. So we brought it up, but you didn't really like them. So my cousin took them away. And once during Hari Raya, where my dad made you wear a Winnie The Pooh 'tshirt' just for cats. You looked adorable, I still remember.. Then there are the very weird and funny sounds you make. Whereby anyone who says hello, you would respond in a way that sounded like hello. And when the whole family is busy chatting in the kitchen, you would meow so loudly that it distracts everone's attention.. And just now, before I left home to go for practice, I patted you and said "Blu, are you okay ? Take care of yourself okay. I love you.." And the way you lifted your head and tried to turn back to me but you had no energy to do so. And when I came back just recently, I knew it was up. You are by far, the most manja-est cat I've ever met. I love you very much Blu. I know you're in a safer place now. But no other animal could replace you. That spot in the kitchen, where you lived. I love you..

Arman..

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12:08 PM

I don't wanna love you in no kind of way. No, I don't want a broken heart. :'(

Labels: i don't wanna play that part :'(

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Nov 1, 20094:50 PM

Yesterday (Saturday/30th October 2009),

went to Airport to have a short practice with Rush, Zul and Haziqah. Faddies were there also. I was suppose to go for Voguelicious' audition, but something happened. And I didn't wanna go. So I gave it a miss. Did [proper] positioning for When I Grow Up. Zul and Haziqah had to leave earlier, so I went to have dinner with SplitPartner. Talked about alot of things. Baik Social Studies :P Suppose to leave early, but we kept talking and talking. And our table so awesome lah, got people use for birthday :D Then Duck called and she just reached Singapore from London. Wanted to meet, but she had to go off already. So we went home instead :) Suppose to meet up with Kakak at 10pm to book the tickets for 'This Is it" movie, but I reached at 11, so she asked me to go home straight. Wanted to cab back from amkhub, but the queue was full of aunties with their NTUC plastic bags :P So I bus-ed back.

Today (Sunday/1stNovember)

I purposely silent my phone the night before, so that whoever who text's me, won't wake me up :D THUS, letting me sleep in peace. HENCE, waking up early. Kakak didn't tell me the movie time, which was 1.20pm ! I woke up at 12. Had breakfast first, then only she told me. So we rushed like mad and cabbed to hub. BUTTT, decided to watch the 2.50pm one. Hahahah ^^ Had ice-cream from MacD while waiting. Then went in the cinema. The movie was great. VERY. But it's only for real MJ fans. It's such a waste that he passed away :'( He is so creative, so talented. Every single thing he prepared for his concert, HAS to be perfect. The way HE wants it, because it's what his fan's want. But 15 years of my life, up till now, I still hadn't the guts to watch the Thriller music video ! :P And what was in that movie ? The MAKING of Thriller for his concert. Hahahahah !! Don't have to know what happened :) After the movie, sent Syafiq off first, then went to buy some stuff with Kakak. Headed back after that and here I am.

Something happened/is happening.. I really don't know..!? I'm scared, really. If it's the right or wrong one. Pray for me ? Hahah, I bet some of you won't understand. It's okay :) Toodles for now, just keep updated with my blog or Tumblr for anything ^^ *kening naiks2* Hahahah..

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